| first day of twenty ten, i posted this. |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|05:54 pm] |
a terrible last day of twenty o nine i experienced.
always caught in between. left there to suffocate yet no one to understand me at all.
oh great, tell me about disappointment and importance.
i'm having quite enough of all these.
i've been too nice. like really.
if it's true that people do change over time, i want to be one.
time for a change, in myself, for the benefit of myself.
time and again, it happens.
yet time and again, i let it pass.
but this time around, i'm determined to abide by my new year resolution.
a new start. best for myself.
dear god, please make twenty ten a better year for me. thank you.
but well, despite the bad experience that fateful day,
i had a great time hanging out with minxiu in the day and of cos, later in the night, celebrating the first few moments of twenty ten with my loves.
you girls are totally awesome(:
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|11:58 pm] |
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this is bad. like totally.
Temperamental check: -
1. Increasing impatience checked
2. Decreasing tolerance level checked
3. Erratic behaviour checked
4. Ridiculous attitude checked
5. Possible resentment checked
i have no idea what got into me.
i'm losing my cool at almost everything, everyone.
i feel like killing myself. like seriously.
what exactly has gone wrong?
i hate this.
and i'm really sorry for all i've done. |
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